等待 在等待着一个新色彩
睡眠远离 我不挂念
在心里叫， 蹦蹦跳，
不约而同献舞蹈
盼望一瞬间的美妙
噢 模糊的最美丽
别说 请别说太多
就那么一次， 别带走
喜悦就那么短暂，随它去，径流
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Hasta la vista, windows vista! I am getting XP like it is the latest big thing!
Must everything be forward and new? How about reflection and thoughts and remembering how I was when I was 17 and haven't fallen in love? It was all so different.
I told him today that I love him. and it is a different kind of way.
I told him, my time quiet alone time in China, made me realise that
there'll be a part of me that he will never be able to fully be involved with.
Culturally, appreciation of the Chinese works and joy, and humour.
We've always known this before, he watches Chinese movies himself, and he playfully puts on my Faye Wong CD sometimes to make me happy (makes me laugh that he does, cos it did work.)
but I realise more evidently, since my trying to brush up in Chinese writing, that there'll be a part we cannot click in sync.
He is silent. When he senses my reluctance to explain further,
He probes. I reassure him, that it doesn't matter.
She said that she believes two persons in love, should be basically individuals always, to live and have thoughts as individuals always. I agree.
So it doesn't matter if you don't click in every aspect, or if you don't understand EVERY inner being of the person.
I told him, he has shown me he is the only guy. In the past, when I flared up, the guy would walk away or ignore it, in the hope that I would calm down and forget the matter quickly.
But he is different. He would stay and tell me off, sometimes calmly, sometimes in a tone that is equally stern, which will gradually tone down and grow softer. He is a guy who will stay and talk it out with me, tell it is not right for me to talk to him that way. Despite alot, he stays. And his efforts paid off, for of late, I have become a person I am proud of. It has become more evident - to myself. That I am happier because I have a new feeling about myself and 'fixed' myself.
That angry energy has dissipated. The FREEDOM of choice! To choose! I choose to love over assigning blame, over small matters that may seem great because of the impact they have on daily life. Not only do I see clearly now, but I also have convinced myself. My new feeling has evolved because I realise life is short and we should Choose how to face a situation and not merely React like a sudden explosive.
Must everything be forward and new? How about reflection and thoughts and remembering how I was when I was 17 and haven't fallen in love? It was all so different.
I told him today that I love him. and it is a different kind of way.
I told him, my time quiet alone time in China, made me realise that
there'll be a part of me that he will never be able to fully be involved with.
Culturally, appreciation of the Chinese works and joy, and humour.
We've always known this before, he watches Chinese movies himself, and he playfully puts on my Faye Wong CD sometimes to make me happy (makes me laugh that he does, cos it did work.)
but I realise more evidently, since my trying to brush up in Chinese writing, that there'll be a part we cannot click in sync.
He is silent. When he senses my reluctance to explain further,
He probes. I reassure him, that it doesn't matter.
She said that she believes two persons in love, should be basically individuals always, to live and have thoughts as individuals always. I agree.
So it doesn't matter if you don't click in every aspect, or if you don't understand EVERY inner being of the person.
I told him, he has shown me he is the only guy. In the past, when I flared up, the guy would walk away or ignore it, in the hope that I would calm down and forget the matter quickly.
But he is different. He would stay and tell me off, sometimes calmly, sometimes in a tone that is equally stern, which will gradually tone down and grow softer. He is a guy who will stay and talk it out with me, tell it is not right for me to talk to him that way. Despite alot, he stays. And his efforts paid off, for of late, I have become a person I am proud of. It has become more evident - to myself. That I am happier because I have a new feeling about myself and 'fixed' myself.
That angry energy has dissipated. The FREEDOM of choice! To choose! I choose to love over assigning blame, over small matters that may seem great because of the impact they have on daily life. Not only do I see clearly now, but I also have convinced myself. My new feeling has evolved because I realise life is short and we should Choose how to face a situation and not merely React like a sudden explosive.
心慌要勇敢
南京闷热
你担忧， 你失望，
他提醒的
半句也接不成，
为什么不关我的事情， 我也受困？哎。
因为我关心，我爱惜。
我坚持不胯下来。
伸手协助，但是没有把握。
我笑， 随和地说，哎，
完美的， 在后总有得来不易的故事嘛。
摇摇晃晃，牵着你的手，
一脸浓装，对你笑，掩饰自己的着急，
继续相信我们向往的， 会实现。
紧握你的手，给予你的安慰，足够吗？
却了吵闹声，风平浪静，
互相感应，不习惯。
你可以不认同， 也要相信，
描述的美好，是梦想的力量。
你担忧， 你失望，
他提醒的
半句也接不成，
为什么不关我的事情， 我也受困？哎。
因为我关心，我爱惜。
我坚持不胯下来。
伸手协助，但是没有把握。
我笑， 随和地说，哎，
完美的， 在后总有得来不易的故事嘛。
摇摇晃晃，牵着你的手，
一脸浓装，对你笑，掩饰自己的着急，
继续相信我们向往的， 会实现。
紧握你的手，给予你的安慰，足够吗？
却了吵闹声，风平浪静，
互相感应，不习惯。
你可以不认同， 也要相信，
描述的美好，是梦想的力量。
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